Astro Talent Quast 2009 (ATQ09)

from my title,do you guys think am going to participate it? no way~! am not that bitchy anyway...i mean,different people,different point of view...well,my bro is participating it and of cause,being his elder brother,of cause i have support him...as he said,this is the 1st time he join,even if he disqualified,he'll take this as experience...well,up to him if he wanna try,no harms...one thing in my head is only why...i accompany him all the way to the hotel for audition and what i saw was,so much of youngster wanna be famous...i start wondering,is famous so important? well,is deniable actually,nowadays,those recording company started to invest on youngster...you can see is very obvious that 8Tv,Astro and so forth are doing so...thus,i guess this investment isn't that bad...world wide business i name it...from east to west,north to south,everybody is competing to be famous...let's take the obvious example...Hollywood and Taiwan...the group of youngster such as F4,SHE SNSD,Westlife,Nickelback and so on,their doing well and a lots of new singer coming out everyday...in fact,if you you really place yourself in doing the survey on how many new artists came out,you'll surprised yourself i guess. so,FAMOUS is money,money is famous...and this ATQ thingy is only for the Chinese...too bad I'm English educated and i cant understand Chinese's writing very well,but i do sing and talk in Chinese, that's not very the surprising because the world started to speak in Chinese ever since China wanna declare the Mandarin as the international language due to the majority or people using the language to communicate from high level business till the lowest grade of job...so,it end up everybody started to learn Chinese including myself...lols~ so how now? wanna be famous and learn more Chinese~!!eat Chinese's food,live Chinese's life,wear like Chinese and sleep like Chinese...will you do? haha...other than this ATQ thingy, there still other kinda reality show like Ultimate group from 8tv,superstar from 8tv,previously there is something that Malay did, LG star...what about the akademi fantasia (AF)...gosh...there are too much to describe...wow wow wow...i'll upload a few photos for you guys to see...how well ATQ doing...how many participants...

3rd from my body and soul

the blog i visited,the feel i get from it and what my eyes saw...i could never imagine the life they having...i wish i could be a part of it,but it wasn't me to be around them...the group they hang out is not the topic i could join...in fact,i hardly hop into their conversation...maybe they hang out together too much too often,ending up myself alone at the corner with no lights...i can see,but i hardly see them...i wonder was my faults and of cause,i would never bring this problem to my daily life,i wanna be the sunshine guy where i kept my smiles on my face...happily ever after...
anyway,without the group,i feel better,their dramas could never end, i guessing myself...tell you what, they keep saying where and when they going to travel, any pieces they saying,i cant even puzzled them up together in a piece...this is not friendship~! this is not buddy either...and of cause, this never show love to each other...obviously its pointing at me... let's face this...i deleted their emails, phone number and also their way to reach me, keeping myself super low profile...in fact,i got it right now...they rarely find me...the promises they made are never seems to be come true anyway...i never put hopes of any of the promises to come true anyway cause i been believing that there is no no for unbreakable promises...anyhow anyway anytime anywhere, promise seems to be the hardest thing i could found it so damn fake in the real life...
he said, his heart is broke, and nobody knew...what you mean anyway? "The Secret" he read it,and his-self manifested is what he decided...who else he wanna blame anyway...well,i seems to be caring too much on other's "happily ever after" life out there...yes, i kinda lost now...and i hardly found new gang of friendship nowadays...i mean,where and how should i do it? 3 semesters in my college,in 5 fingers,i can count who been caring and talking to me...and of cause, for a hyperactive guy like me have never wish for this awful daily life...i mean,who the hell wanted this dull life out there???heck them~! my daily life is only working...i keep myself from my super outgoing life since i started to work...and its coming to 1 year soon...i still struggling here...i did met a few of friend, but i couldn't bring them together, their character is too much too different to match up...perhaps i should let them meet up and see how they doing...

fuh~i found out that my blog doesn't have much photos huh...okay~i should do this i guess,every post i posted here,i should post together any photos...but the photos sometimes wont related to what im writing here...>.<

my birthday

I don’t know…my friends do celebrated it with me last 28 February. I didn’t blow any cake and so, I don’t considered it as my birthday….anyway, I still feel thankful for them to spend their time with me in the small karaoke room…on the march the 7th, my another group of friend who concerns me more than themselves celebrated with me again…for the pass few years, I’ve been celebrated with the same group of friends…at the special location which I’d call… guess where man, its Mc Donald~!!!! Well, I have born to be simple at most time. A simple celebration for my birthday is more than enough, without cake, im sure nobody will ever consider it as a birthday celebration. I understand that the economy crisis was bad at the mean time…well, forget it…somehow, I do get cake and candle to blow. I had 4 flavors of cake, which are low fat peach, chocolate indulgence, carrot cheese with pikachu on the cake and chocolate with mini dinosaur on top of the cake…and im finally 22. I wished for my career improvement, gadgets and also a secret.
I have my very 1st watch from my friend.. Ellesse, ambassador by Jay Chow which also my favorite singer from Taiwan. Thanks lot friends…you all were so special to me. Thanks again.